i am happy. i am glad. i am just enough with i have.
when someone made a mistake , it’s better to forgive not to forget..
i know that forgiving someone is not that easy, but how it will gives you more beauty rather than you just try to forget their mistakes.it needs a very big heart, and he has it..
thanks for vul..
patient will never be useless..
eversince 2003 till now n then..
.myPray.
this’s my last night here, in my room..this warm room, where i’ve spent almost 6 months of my life here,humm
i already love this room, but howeva, i’m going back to see those people, who can speak the same language with me, i can eat any kind of food that i like, and i’ll have someone to pick me up..(i can’t wait)
i’m happy enough knowing that..
moreover, i’m gonna see my lovely mother, my big brother and my best father. it sounds great, lately i just could’nt sleep well..i’m too happy..
hmm
howeva, there are many things that has been a part of my life that i have to leave from here..
it’ them..
those people the big family of ‘05..
start from, tya, angga, bang oma, bram, pu, nandi, and my sister, titis..and also..the good brothers of us..ardhi, dewi, aji, ustman, mas ario, mas ari, fachri.. hah…everyone that i’ve known..many of them which i can’t mention all..
i learned something from them..
and that’ll be so precious..
being here for 6 months..
it’s enough, i’m glad..
many of those people, like joao, barbara, Ji son..DAlim, sharon, melissa, Joanna..
nice persons..
many of them..
although we are different,
but
good people, will aways be a good people..
no matter how different they are from us..
see it from the heart..
it’s nice to know them…
i feel sad..rewinding the time..
huw..
time is walking so fast…
and i’m so scared..
to loose those whom i love..
well, i know, me myself will also disappear from this unreal world..
i don’t know why, i feel it’s all so fast,
i can wait for another 1 year, 2 years, 3 years..
just like any of you wait for 5 months..
i’m already 20 now, and i’m entering 21 this year, i am old, am i?
i’ve to think forward..
and don’t forget, to understand backward, understand what has been happenin in our life..
life is learning…come and go, come and go,it’s reality..we can’t elude,
face the truth..
nothing last from this unreal world..
Pforzheim, soon i’m leaving…
thank you for those nice days..
Karlsruhe..
see you later..
euro trip, hope i can have it again..
(klo rejeki ga kemana:D)
guys…………………..
thanks for all………
the more i realized, friend is like your wings if y were a bird, it’ll lift y up..
it’ll give y a power..
i really love y guys
take care here,,
and good luck for all..
we are fighting in a different place and country now..
luv ya…………..
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i’m half of my self right now, i’m thinkin about somethin that was happened..
well, long time a go..
now is nothin to do with that, however, things can be learned, right?
nothin happened just for nothin..
i believe for that one.
there are several ways in your life that you found, which where to go, it’s your own choice,i don’t know where i am today, and which1 that i choose, all i know, i’ve chosen it.
maybe i just haven’t realized it yet..
ya, perhaps..
stop confusing your self..
taken from someone’s words that, life is already has many problem without y added it more..
problem or not, it depends on yr point of view, but if i already feel it in my head, what should i say about it, i hope i can see it not as a problem, but rather to be something that will make me stronger..
life is full of questions..
i just can’t stop questioning myself..
why, when, where,how?
but there are times when i feel everythin is already excellent without i have to touch or add anythin, very excellent for makin me like a glass creation…
seein those people, i am so ashamed..
i should be grateful..
but sometimes i need just to let it out..
dunno how..
i need time..
only that..
just sumthin ordinary for me..coz it keeps comin, dat’s life..cheer’s up please..
gelapnya langit,
suara angin,
jendelaku ada tepat di depanku,
tatapanku sesekali ke sana,
ke luar,
d’mana gelap,
cahaya,
dan suara angin berada,
waktu trasa terlalu cepat?
baru saja kulihat sinar yg terang,
skrg,
sudah redup..
aku mencari sesuatu,
satu yang kecil,
tak begitu tampak,
tapi kubisa rasakan sinarnya,
dimana?
jauhkah?
mataku saja tak bisa meraihnya.
hhhhh…
malam ini tak bs ku lihat lagi,
sabar..
sabar..
sebentar lagi!!
sore ini, spt sore bysanya..
matahari tenggelam lagi..
hari jd semakin gelap..
waktu u memikirkan apa yg sudah terjadi sejak matahari ada hingga ia tenggelam lagi..
detik waktu sdg terasa sekali..
mengapa menanti?
mengapa menunggu?..
kau tak usah pikirkan banyak hal..
karena semua ini akan berlalu..
benarkah?
ya..semua ini akan berlalu seperti itu..
seperti ketika kau menghembuskan nafas..
apa aku sendiri?
ya..saat ini aku mmg sendiri,
tapi aku tak kesepian..
di luar sana, ada matahari yg akan segera tenggelam..
selalu begitu styp hari,
sebentar lagi, bulan akan menggantinya..
dan bulan akan menemani,
aku tak akan pnh sendiri,
bahkan hingga terlelap..
hanya bisa memandangnya,
dan menantinya kembali lagi,
hanya bisa menatapnya,
dan,
aku tahu dia harus pergi,
sementara,
dan aku kan ttp menantinya,
…
Long Time Not to Deal with you..
i have so many stories that has been happenin, n happened with me..
Lately, somethin unpredictable happened n it disappointed me..
coz, i thought it shouldn’t be end in that way, however, decision has been made n i think, sometimes we need to give any consequences to any wrong doing, n i hope i’m right..coz, i just want to do d best for all..
though i didn’t want to be this way..
well it’s enough for that1.It’s just invisible.and i don’t know for sure, it can be just lie.so what?
hhhh..life is already so full of surprised..
near to the time when she’ll back home n face many things, not only face it, but she must solve it, deal with it and try to be strong n tough enough.aren’t she? yes, definitely..
she’ll just need to prepared for a very big heart.
(let’s just assumed that’s a song lyrics ok)
i have a tiring day today, n lately, this week..
i;m gonna miss all that i’m goin to leave from here..
i feel so comfort already..
nice time, wonderschoen..moments..memorable..
i will not ever forget these 5 months..
n all the person n memories within it..
Lau9h when y sad..
n crY wheN y feel HappY..
isn’t it sounds weird?..
absolutely not..
warum?=)p
here Are SeVeral ReasonS wHY..
1st…
when y feel haPPy..remember that somehow, y’ll be sad again, y may laugh..as loud as y can..but dunno ever forgette that..after this y can cry as loud as y can too..
just to keep yr life "stagnant"..
coz..sometimes, and manY times i forgot this..=D
and when troubled comes aroUnd here, where it seems like trouBle saying "Here We are comin..we miss You thiNa.." then i just need to prepare a lot, but no time, and its like hiTTing me so Hard..suprised my hEart, mind, soul..and my eyes..huww..
i think that’s the main reason, and it’s enough..
also make it the same when y are crying..
when y cried so hard..
Just TRy to remember, that not a long time more,,,y can laugh again…
so don’t be drawN to much in it..
cRy is sometimes good, but many times not good..
it’s not a good solution, aber, if y don’t know what else to do, that might be the best solution=P..
hmm..
i just feeL like,,
humph,,time is running so fast..
and wHat i’ve to see know that,,
woRld is so very very big..really..
don’t ever feel alone..
be HappY and live Yr liFe with +ways..
+thinkin..
it’ll also makes y younger than Yr ages..=)
Life is A secret..
full of mistery..
keep on hopin and dReamin as long as it leads y to heaven..
heaven on earth and heaven in THe othEr worlds..
let’s take a deep breatH and say to yr self tHat..
"i am alive"
smile in facin this world,,
y are y…
and y can always make it….
laugh and cry..
and dunno ever forgette that..life always turn around…
be HaPPyyyy….=)
everyone..has their own problem, has their own inability..and so do i..
knowing that maybe there’ll be WorldWar3..
knowing that somehow..i can’t be just like y..
coz maybe..y don’t have the same problem with me..
Ja, sometimes..life won’t go as y expected..but i just keep thinking for sure that, there must be somethin behind yr problem..
i learned a lot..
it’s really a thing that y never can’t elude or even left it behind..
something that somehow i gotta deal with..
and as what i am today, i should’ve been able to deal with it better..
i want my white pages for later on..
it’s enough even now i can’t have it..but i’ll just create my own, white pages, they have their own things,,they can’t change, coz it’s been too long and many things happened..
well..everyone has their own problem..for sure, just don’t ever compare yours with others..
it’ll measure how strong y are..
be strong and keep on believin..
it’ll teach me a lot so i can prepare much better..
mistakes don’t comes twice..
i’ll make it=)
i want to share somethin..
kdg mang bener ya
"kamu ga kan pnah sadar seberapa berharganya sesuatu, kalo kamu blum kehilangan barang itu"
genau..
itu bner bgth..
kdg manusia tu suka nyepelein apa yg dy punya, makanya syukuri ya, apa yg uda km punya saat ini, syukuri dgn baik dgn cara msg2..
oh ya dsni lg dingin bgthh
2 derajat euy
hua..
maklum ptma x thina keluar negri, jd aga2 bgni..hehehe
seriusan kedinginan bgth..
td uda mulai pake hand cloves, ga tau de pdhl mah blm winter tpi dinginnya uda bner2 dingin bgth buat thina"
pcya ga?dri awal thina smp di jerman smp skrg,
hidungny pendarahan mulu.hheehhee
saking kedinginannya..
biasanya kn idup di depok, jogja..
negri2 matahari, pas di jerman, idungnya shock deh..hihi
lucu..
tdi pagi juga, aduh,,
keluar kamar tu kaya uda siap tempur aja..
mikirrr bgt, jaket brapa ya?mmm, bajunya yg mana ya, pk berapa ya…
hu….
ga bs bayangin winter nti gmna..
oh ya, mau crtta..last sunday, anak2 indo yg di pforzheim n karlsruhe kumpul2 lho..
kami makan2 sama2..
anak2 pforzheim masakin lele cobeg..
pecel lele n sambelnya..
masakin ayam goreng, soto ayam, bumbu kare..
hehehe
senengnya…
bs makan2 brg ky gt,.,,
n yg plg ngangenin tu masak lele cobeg n sambelnya itu..’hmmm
i lov gatherin "cookin n eating"’
lup yu guys..
buat yg baca blog ini..
makasi ya=)p
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember all the good times that we had
We let them slip away from us when things got bad
Clearly I first saw you, smiling in the sun
I want to feel your warmth upon me, I want to be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I’m so tired,I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, we can’t be heard
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
Gave me everything you had, oh you gave me life
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories …
